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Bored and Sick

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 23, 2007, 1:14 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Bubbly~Colbie Caillat
  • Playing: Solitaire
  • Drinking: Orange Juice
I stole it from Trav who stole it from Nikki and so forth

GENERAL

(001) Your gender: Woman, thank god I would hate to be a man
(002) Sexual orientation: Men
(003) Single? Yeah
(004) Do you want to be? Who wants to be single, that is silly. I am just waiting for the person who is willing to do anything to make me happy
(005) Your birthday: 12/15/84
(006) Age you wish you were: 22 is not a bad age
(007) Your height: 5'3''
(008) The color of your eyes: Hazel (Green and Brown)
(009) The color of your hair: Right now it is a light red
(010) Piercings: Ears, I miss my nose piercing :(
(011) Tattoos: No, but I want a dragonfly

DO YOU

(012) Smoke? Yes
(013) Do drugs? Alcohol and Chocolate (that should be considered a drug it is so damn addictive)
(014) Read the newspaper? Only when I am really bored...I also love the comics :3
(016) Talk to strangers who IM you? Sometimes, but strangers don't usually IM me, but I am not on much either.
(017) Take walks in the rain? It is my favorite thing to do in the summer, especially in the woods. I don't know what it is about warm summer rain, it just makes me feel happy.
(018) Drive? Of Course, I loves it. So fun
(019) Like to drive fast? Hells Yeah
(020) Hurt yourself? All the time, I am not very swift and am a big clutz

HAVE YOU EVER

(021) Been out of the country? no
(022) Been in love? Yes
(023) Done drugs? Yes
(024) Gone skinny dipping? Yes
(025) Had any type of surgery? Just Stitches but is that surgery?
(026) Ran away from home? Yes
(027) Played strip poker? I have never played regular poker, let alone strip poker.
(028) Gotten beaten up? No
(029) Been picked on? I am a big target for some reason, apparently I make it easy. I don't know what they are talking about
(030) Been on stage? Yes, and I have stage fright, I hate it
(031) Slept outdoors? Yes, it is awesome
(032) Thought about suicide? Along time ago when in like middle school...middle school sucks
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? Yep I have been up for 38 hours straight before, I am no woosy
(034) If yes, what is your record? 38 hours
(035) Talked on the phone all night? Yes
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? Yes
(037) Slept all day? Oh Yeah, I loves napping in the day
(038) Killed someone? <_< >_> Just between you and me...No
(039) Made out with a stranger? Yes
(041) Had sex with a stranger? No
(042) Kissed the same sex? Yes
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? Possibly
(044) Been betrayed? Yes, one of my ex's cheated on me with my best friend, he was a pig
(045) Broken the law? weren't they made to be broken
(046) Met a famous person? A few, no one important enough to mention though...Oh How I wish Johnny would come to me...
(047) Been on radio/TV? Yeah, when I was younger
(048) Been in a mosh-pit? No
(049) Had a nervous breakdown? Yes
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance? No
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes, I hate when they do that unless it is a really good dream then I don't mind

APPAREL

(052) Shoe brand: If they are cute, they are mine
(053) What are you normally wearing to school/work? Jeans and a T-shirt
(054) Wear hats? not really.
(055) Are you guilty of judging other people by their clothing? Yes, but really you can not count it as clothing if you have more skin showing that clothing
(056) Do you wear make-up daily? No just whenever I feel like it or have the time
(057) Favorite place to shop: Debs
(058) Favorite article of clothing: Jeans
(059) Are you trendy: Not really


DO YOU BELIEVE IN


(060) Life on other planets: Of Course, it is selfish to think we are the only ones out there
(061) Miracles? Yes, but some of the things people think are miracles are just plan dumb...
(062) Astrology? I think It is fun to read and see if they are right, most of the time they aren't
(063) Magic? Yay! I loves the magic
(064) God? I believe there is something greater out there, but the outlines that the bible have of him I am not so sure of. I don't believe what the bible says cause it is really just wrong. The bible was meant to give us good morales not try to damn one another. I believe that God would say love one another, but that gay people are going to hell, well I don't believe that. After all God did not write the bible, people wrote it, and I do believe those people wrote their own beliefs into it.
(065) Satan? Yes, there has to be an opposite to good
(066) Santa? Of Course, he is jolly, and fun!!
(067) Ghosts? Yeah, Common Casper is So cool
(068) Luck? Yeah, I just don't have it
(069) Love at first sight? I believe in taking a second look
(070) Yin and Yang? Yeah
(071) Witches? Yes, But I don't think they wear pointy hats and are ugly though, I think they are beautiful and are not wicked
(072) Easter bunny? Oooo I like Bunnies, but easter bunny I don't think so
(073) Fidelity?Yeah
(074) A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Of Course


LOVE

(075) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing this title? No really, my heart skipped a beat for some reason.
(076) Do you remember your first love? Yes
(077) Still love him/her? No, that is silly
(078) Do you consider love a mistake? No, but you can make a mistake a not be able to take it back
(079) What do you find romantic? Everything can be made romantic
(080) Turn-on: Someone who is willing to make a fool out of themselves or break the rules for me.
(081) Turn-off: Someone afraid to have fun and let go
(082) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? no
(083) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? Yeah
(084) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Yes
(085) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? I don't know why they would
(086) What's the last present someone gave you? I don't remember
(087) Are you in love? I am in Love with the Idea of Love

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

(088) That you laughed at? Christina
(089) That laughed at you? Probably Christina
(090) That turned you on? Not being sick would be a real turn on
(091) You went shopping with? Christina
(092) To disappoint you? Love
(093) To ask you out? Probably Trav
(094) To make you cry? Some stupid movie probably
(095) To brighten up your day? Probably Lori she is so funny
(096) That you thought about? Trav cause I am reading his answers for this
(097) You saw a movie with? Morgan, Josh and Christina
(098) You talked to on the phone? someone from work.
(099) You talked to through IM? Trav, but prolly a while ago
(100) You saw? Christina
(101) You turned down? I wouldn't remember

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

(104) Smiled? Probably last night...or the night before. I don't remember
(105) Laughed? Probably Sunday
(106) Cried? A couple of days ago
(107) Bought something? I bought gas yesterday and soup, and stuff to make me feel better
(108) Danced? A couple of weeks ago
(109) Were sarcastic? I am never sarcastic ;)
(110) Hugged/kissed someone? I don't remember
(111) Talked to an enemy? I will get you invisible man...
(112) Watched your favorite movie? A while ago...I have to many favorites
(113) Talked on the phone? this morning
(114) Listened to the radio? Yesterday
(115) Watched TV? Last night
(116) Went out? Last week
(117) Helped someone? I am helping myself right now, get better
(118) Sang? Yesterday
(119) Said "I love you"? In a non joking way? Yesterday, but it was to my sister
(120) Got drunk? A couple of weeks ago

I think I filled em all out... maybeh not? Only the diggers know.

7songs

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 29, 2007, 5:58 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Falling-Donna Lewis
Tagged by clockwork_hands! List seven songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1. Girlfriend (Avril Lavigne)
2. Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps (Cake)
3. Mr. President (Pink)
4. Keep Holding On (Avril Lavigne)
5. The Diary of Jane (Breaking Benjamin)
6. Vindicated (Dashboard Confessional)
7. Falling (Donna Lewis)

As for tagging, do it if you'd like.

Horray for Shuffles

Journal Entry: Fri May 4, 2007, 5:10 PM
  • Mood: Stupefied
  • Listening to: Send the Pain Below ~ Chevelle
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle. - iTunes is already on party shuffle... so I shall CHEAT!
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?

How's about some milk~Five Iron Frenzy
hmmm well I would like some milk ^_^mmmm

Will you get far in life?

What Happened ~ Gretchen Wilson
It figures I would get a country song...I guess I am destined to regret all my future decisions

How do your friends see you?

Teaser~ Motley Crue
Hahaha I guess I am a tease

Will you get married?

Faaip de oiad ~Tool
hmmm I am guessing that the concept of marriage is alien to me if you go by the song.

What is your best friend's theme song?

No one's There~Korn
Umm I don't think this fits Trav at all, actually it is the very opposite

What is the story of your life?

Super Powers ~Five Iron Frenzy
I guess it is saying my life sucks but I have the super power of having and extra suckier life
than everyone else

What was high school like?

I hate Myself for Losing You ~Kelly Clarkson
This seems to be the story of my life. This song is quite fitting really,
I always seemed to fall for the guys who were interested in someone else,
why is that.

How can you get ahead in life?

Wake Up~Alanis Morisette
I guess I have to get up and get with it.

What is the best thing about your friends?

New Years Eve ~ Five Iron Frenzy
I guess my friends don't mind me being stupidly crazy and insane Horrah

What is in store for this weekend?

An Evening With el Diablo ~Chevelle
Hmm I don't know who this el Diablo guy is but I hope he is fun ;)

To describe your grandparents?

Evil Deeds ~ Eminem
The Grandparents who are alive are quite weird, they are in a totally different
world since they think I am an angel and all. We will let them think that.

How is your life going?

Echo ~Trapt
I think this is fitting.

"Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside,
with all the words I say,
repeating over in my mind,
somethings you can't erase, no matter how hard you try,
an exit to escape is all there is left to find."

This describes the way I have been feeling. Check out the lyrics they fit me perfect.

What song will they play at your funeral?

Whole Lotta Love ~Led Zeppelin
XDD that is a strange song to play at a funeral.

How does the world see you?

Breath ~ Breaking Benjamin
Well from the song, I guess I drag people down. That is sad :(

Will you have a happy life?

Well the song is not happy, but maybe if I found out who you is I will be happy.

What do your friends really think of you?

Annihilation ~ A Perfect Circle
I am guessing my friends think I am Insane by that song...this
song is disturbing

Do people secretly lust after you?

U + Me = Us ~ 2gether
I guessing that is a yes (god why do I have this song)

What should you do with your life?

Bye Bye Boyfriend ~ Fefe Dobson
I guess I need to get a new boyfriend according to the
song
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I don't feel like tagging anyone

Sometimes I Just Don't Understand

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 22, 2007, 7:44 PM
Sometimes I just don't understand men, as I am sure men can't figure out women.

Her is my sucky poem for that. :(

I don't understand
I don't understand why you can't see me when I am right
in front of you, screaming for you
I don't understand why you keep hurting me
I don't understand why you would rather play your selfish
games, instead of be with me
I don't understand why everything is so much more
important than the person you are supposed to love
I don't understand why you the one person I am supposed
to rely on is never there, especially when I need you most
I don't understand why you can't reach out to me and comfort me
I don't understand why I can't make you see
I don't understand why I love you at all
I don't understand why I stay
I don't understand anything

Yup that is all...I am done venting...everyone will be depressed when they read this...sorry.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Evanescense~Going Under